One of those nights where you’re up wanting someone to cuddle with. I feel so lonely tonight. I fear that if I stop doing things before I sleep, I’ll revert to feeling lonely. I don’t want to think about it. But here it is. I feel lonely and sad. I never like waking up from sleep when I feel like this because I fear waking up to nothing. Remembering that it’s just you left is not the greatest. Yeah, I know people can survive without someone. But I don’t want to. I love having that special person to fall asleep to. To dream about. To freely say ‘I love you’ to. I especially miss cuddling and embracing. My heart is sad and alone. This bed suddenly feels too big..

Funny this should show up tonight..

(via zgulliksen)

one of my lonelier nights. I wish I had someone to talk to. A girl, preferably.

zgulliksen:

GPOY

It’s so strange. It’s like we regressed a step. Everything is still there but the official nature. I know she thinks I’m still unsure and stuff about it, but it feels like she’s missing something I’m not. I’ll push that aside for now though. I know i’ll grow into this new position somehow..